Guidance

(a journal entry received from beyond, after feeling guilt and shame for a mistake I made, so I asked for guidance.)

My Most Holy and Beloved Daughter,

What more guidance can I offer? You know all there is to know about this world of illusions, egos, sin, guilt, and shame – a world as unreal as fantasies and fairy tales.

You are trying to straddle two worlds, two modes of being, and you are suffering becuase they have different goals, different aims. One world would have you believe that crucifixion is real and that My Children are bad, sinful, and to be vilified and scorned. This world is madness and reflects the mad ramblings of the ego run amuck.

In My world, all is forgiven. Everyone is Me, and I am everyone, even you. In My world, only My truth is true – and My truth is that you are My Most Holy and Beloved Daughter, in whom I am well pleased. You have brought My Love and much beauty to the broken places of this world.

Brokenness is an illusion like all the rest of the illusions the ego has attempted to use to divert your attention away for Our relationship. You are beginning to realize the futility of following its games, and childish wild shriekings for blood. Heed the ego not. Do not let its wild shrieks seeking blood and vengeance deter you from Our relationship.

In Our world, the sanctity of all God’s Children is paramount, as all are in need of comfort and joy, blessings, peace, and miracles. Forgiveness is the key to happiness. Forgive yourself. Forgive your siblings.

You know what to do. You know what is next. It is time to relinquish these obligations and embrace the function of your last few years on this earth.

I offer you My blessings, My daughter. You are forgiven of all the world would hold you guilty of. You have accepted the atonement for yourself. And now a new phase awaits you – your elderhood, and the role of being a walking, talking blessing to everyone you meet. But first, it is time now to complete your obligations. Finish what you started, gently laying aside that which does not align with your elderhood, and wait upon Me with open arms and an open heart.

Together We will love the broken places of the world and bring salvation to the weary, the lost, the downtrodden.

You are My Most Beloved and Holy Daughter in whom I am well pleased. May this time of transition for you be met with fearlessness and grace. And may you rest assured that My love will light the way in any darkness you may encounter as you wander the earth a little longer on your way home, as you are homeward bound.

Together We will transform the debris of who you used to be into the fertilizer of a new mode of being that blesses the world as you bless yourself, that loves the world as you love yourself, that forgives the world as you forgive yourself.

And so it is, Amen.