Choose Once Again

(a journal entry received from beyond, upon my sense of despair about not being good enough and the world being a mess)

My Dear Beloved Daughter,

Of course it is a mess. How could it not be when your world is built upon the mad ramblings of an insane thought process –> that of the ego and the belief in separation?

Forget not that this world is an illusion. An insane thought process builds and insane world. This is why you must divest from an insane world built on the insane thought that the separation is real. You are also falling into the trap of “I will be happy when . . . “

Happiness is just a thought away. This world holds nothing that you want, but beyond this world there is a world you want; a world where the ego is quietly forgotten and the blessed peace of eternity found in wholehearted unity with Me, your source and your life, is the only thought worth holding.

You have spent long days and nights in celebrating death. My only request is that you choose once again whose hand you wish to hold. The choice is yours, My Beloved. I am patient beyond forever and will wait in certainty for you to choose once again whose hand you will hold.

The power of decision is your own and always will be.
And so it is, Amen